So this is him.....my boo boo/papa/big daddy {lol}/my babe....he expects me to call him all those things and that's too funny to me...But this is who I go to sleep talking to and wake up and call....his face is blurred because I don't know if I want to reveal him yet, It might mess up the out come of are relationship but we're not together as of now....but we talk... and I like that I don't want to take it to fast....But so far I like him a lot he's really sweet and caring....that's something I'm not use to.....I'm kind of upset at him right now because we were suppose to see each other today....before he had to leave to go to Portland......See he's also my valentine's day date too.....But he had to go out of town tonight....so today was suppose to be are valentine's day...But he wanted to be with his friends I know what your thinking that's not concentrate but he not my MAN so I can't get all that mad.....but I am sad that I basically can't see him until next week.....But anywho back to how amazing he is..He makes me happy I smile every time i hear his voice...he keeps me laughing at all times..and he actually makes me feel special..but hopefully something will come from this I'm hoping a relationship I'm kind of lonely these days...but I don't know.... him and I haven't talked about what we want from this maybe that's what we'll talk about tonight then I'll give you guys a update.
He wants me to call him while he's in Portland....I don't think I should because its his time away from the six.....I want him to enjoy it I just don't want him to feel like I'm on him like that lol....but I don't know......He's pretty young I'm not going to put his age out like that but he younger than me...but he doesn't act his age...I've tried these young dudes before and that got me no where but that's a whole another story maybe tell that a different day...I actually like him and I haven't liked someone in awhile it's kind of weird honestly but whateva I'm over this but this is what I got him he wanted a Mariners hat so I got that but I wanted to give it to him a special way so I bought a bear and some chocolates.....So i was thinking put the bear on the hat and do it like that I think it turned out cute what you think?......but I'm going to hit you guys with another blog later on tonight about my life at school {oooohhh weeeee} But right now I'm going to take a bath...........
Currently listening to: The Rebirth Bobby V. {absolutely love gotta go get this{CHANGES LIVES}}
